::THIS GIRL SLEEPS WITH BUTERFLIES::

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LoveMeHateMe

I make my own music (but i never share them)

I love my friends

I love my nephew, Uno.

I love the beach.

I can't live without music
I want simple things

I'm lovin my blockmates.

I want some fun with my bitches

I miss them. So much.

I miss highschool.
I miss my highschool friends.

I miss Assumption..

What I want is something real. Just something real.

Check out my connections --

Tin Ong's bloggie
Jessy's LJ
Joy's bloggie
KC's bloggie

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My Multiply
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Thursday, May 22, 2008

SUNKISSED by the Caribbean

Nothing beats spending the entire summer with my whole family here in LA. Cancun was even a big plus. I was burned, shit caribbean sun. It wasn't normal.. But everything was perfect there. The sun, the beach, the sand, the weather.. Everything for a perfect vacation. Mexico was a blast! People were just so friendly but some of them gets a lil freaky. I heard that LATINOS are LOVERS so it was kinda weird to have long conversations with them because they have this really good sense of humor that can actually blow you away. Now that's dangerous. :) Mexico is the land of tequilas. Man people are getting drunk as early as 10am! They got the genuine corona beer, the best tequilas and cuban cigars are legal. I was always inlove with the beach.. I have this goal of having a yacht someday. Yes.. a yacht which costs more than a decent house in california. By the way, Philippines got a better sea stuff than the one i saw in one of the islas in Mexico. The corals and everything in Batangas is way better. Just that caribbean sea is gifted with a really nice water temperature, perfect sand, and mexican piranas.

Anyway i've spent the last few months going to the beaches here in cali, and then shopping and then eating dinner out with the family, seeing friends, drinking beer. (AND yah i do my own laundry. I wash dishes. I cook. Yaya will be proud again.) What i miss about home is uno. My super kulit na pamangkin who keeps on asking me for a psp when he doesn't even know how to wear the right and left piece of his havainas. Weird. Andddd, i miss the black lights and the green laser thingy at the clubs. I miss clubbing with my friends. I've been receiving these text messages inviting me to events and stuff. I feel bad i can't spend it with my girls.

Ohhhh. Before i forget. Is it a crime to say you love someone when you really don't? Maybe you just feel that it was the most decent reply at the moment. Maybe you just don't want him to get hurt. Maybe you feel sorry for him so you want him to feel better. Or worse, maybe you want him to suffer just for your own recreation.

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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

SWEET, Diko and Ate Sara :)

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Saturday, May 03, 2008

I left

Right after the holyweek i flew here in california to spend my whole summer with my family here. So much drama around me during that time. I chose summer loving here rather than the heat in manila, haha. I only told my closest friends that i'm leaving. Emil was so shocked when i texted him the day i was leaving that i am about to go na hahaha nakakainis daw ako di daw ako nagsasabi and he even forced me to call or atleast text his maarteng kaibigan, mag bye naman daw ako. Pinagbigyan ko si emil sa pag text ko na yun, i did that for him. Pero ang totoo i don't care anymore. Anyway, here comes spending all my time with my family and seeing old friends here in cali. Theme parks are a must for me. Shopping. Vegas. New York.. April went on really fast.

I just can't believe it that time is running that fast. May na. And before i know it, i'm flying back home again.. going to school again. Things are complicated there.. Family problems, broken relationships, school and being away from my family again. I will be alone again. My life here is lighter.. I usually spend my days infront of my computer, swimming, reading. On weekends i would go to the nearest beach. I have typical family dinners.. Something i always missed, cause its the only time we can actually talk. So anyway, so far i am having FUN. Meeting new people here and going to different places. Washing my own dish, cooking, doing my own laundry, and even wearing pjs when doing grocery.. HAHA. I like the way i'm learning independence. I miss yaya though.. I would love her to stay with me here. I am addicted to shopping ofcourse, again i chose my shopping fetch over the parties i'm gonna miss there back home. But there is this one party i missed that made me really sad, it is uno's 3rd party (my nephew). I miss uno. Yung bulol na yun. Hahaha.

I am concerned with my friends Jessy and Rowie. Jessy is currently in puerto now, with that girl na ang sarap ipakain sa pating. SERIOUSLY. And then Rowie, is having this bad relationship with her boyfriend and nakipag cool off siya kase di na aw niya kaya. Oh my gosh girlssss sorry wala ako jan. Don't worry you girls are always in my prayers. :)

Wala na ako balita sa mga UST people. I hope okay na si edjo and miny. GIRLS WAG NA KAYO MADRAMA PLEASE. I miss berks! HAHAHA Gimo bibow, Simpleng Flirt na Paul, Enzo sabaw, Jumpy Miny, Eyebags ni Lee, Favorite pose ni leigh and Rysa's kulot. I miss making fun of them. I miss the hospital, weeeeh. Hahahaha!

I miss ofcourse the 2-6 party people! Mga kasama ko in crime. Kc's mini skirts and short shorts are so malandi, rence is always addicted to alcohol, tim the "yeyger" master, riva's lethargic moves. Girls galingan niyo pagsayaw! HEHE!

GIRLS when i get back it is going to be back to party timeeee. Alrighty? OKAY.

Ciao for now.

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Highschool for a night.

I just knew it that this night will be a "memories" night. Just by passing to the familiar sumulong highway streets...memories are starting to come. and come.

AA Fair is of course so much different now that we don't belong there anymore. I was so excited as i arrived. The excitement I used to feel when i was still in highschool, excited for the visitors who'll come top our fair grounds. But the excitement i felt last night was that its been a long time since i've been there. Seeing those kids so happy makes me smile and i can't help but remember those days when i was one of them. There were unfamiliar pubcom people in the entrance of the variety show and i remembered being one of those front table girls welcoming those people entering the multi purpose building. Seeing old highschool friends made me really hyper and i realized that nothing has really changed. We just go to different schools and that's it. Opha, my seatmate was even holding her big mirror and hair doctor comb. NOTHING CHANGED. Haha. The bands. Just reminded me of someone, of something. Spongecola just made me feel really weird. The feeling gave me ghoosebumps. Fresh pa pala kahit na 4 years ago na. With that I opt to ride the octopus nalang with joy instead of watching them HAHA. After 2 years, aba naloka kame ni joy sa octopus. HAHAHA but it was really fun. :) The night was tiring, yes. But its all worth it.

I love you girls. I'm looking forward to spending all my weekends with you. MWAH.

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

At 4am in the morning, can't sleep.
Things for a perfect birthday:

-- I want all my friends present on my birthday. Yes you. Yes all of you.
-- I want a Persian cat. (But so sad, the cat might eat jason and tacquito) And i'll call her
maningning (c/o edoy)
-- Oh I want a turtle! As in pagong! Awww Love!! And i'll call him "Boy"
-- I'm into scarf-ssss. Yeah, Sexay!
-- I'm inlove with the color red. I want a perfect shade of red lipstick. Aha, gusto FIERCE!
-- I want a big tote. As in bag.
-- I want a long gold necklace.
-- I love butterflies.
-- Flowers make me smile. *I admit flowers make you do the batting eyelashes thing, aha*
-- I want surprises. *Yekeee!*
-- I want a new guitar! Definitely!

LoveMeHateMe [ 3:19 AM ]

Tiffany said...: May pagong kami dito. As in turtles! Apat pa nga eh. HAHA. You want one? lol.; 10:23 AM

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